I honestly hope that God truly picked me to be your wife. I can’t wait to become yours if its really from God. oh marriage will be amazing with you by my side. WIth you anything can happen.. Your my kinda boy 😉 i believe you are the one! 🙂 the one I have been waiting for my whole life..  but oh my goodness if it happen its gonna be crazy. 


Your amazing. your super attractive. and fit & healthy. your so funny and crazy like me 

you don’t know it yet; but i’ll be your wife. i am having a hard time believing that God has actually told me who I will marry. I have known you more than 2 months now and we are without any communication.  

God has told me how to pray for you. your family, future and your calling on your life.  He has so many plans for your life. He wants me to pray for your outreach, your safety and for your dad and your’s relationship. He has given me so many details on how to pray for you and for our relationship. Maybe God will tell you how to pray for specifics for me.. Now that would be crazy COOOL. 

Oh my goodness. i miss you so much. i miss your face. your laughter and that smile that could light up this whole town. Gosh i miss you.   How can i miss someone that I barely knew?  i dont want to talk to you unless its not going to end up in dating/ or marriage.   I miss hanging out with you.. I loved that you hug gave me right before i left. I would love another one the rest of my life.. I can see you & me together forever and forever.  Love will find a way if its meant to be, and if not it wont happen.. Trusting God either way! 🙂 

There’s somehing about YOU that attracts me to you. There’s something about you that draws me to you. I can’t quite pin point it.. But your heart for God is sooooooo flipping attractive. You are so real and so lovely. I love being around you .. You bring something special to the ywam family. There’s something about you that attracts you to me. What is it? I hope someday soon i will figure it out. 😛 

I wanna be truly happy with being single. 

I wanna love life in everyway

I wanna know what God’s love is like 

I wanna feel it from every part of my life

I am tired of hiding, running from the saddness

His love has no end. 

I want to be happy

truly, really happy

I wanna love my body again

I wanna forget the past and enter right into the future.

i wanna i wanna i wanna be me again.

and not somebody else.