Tired of hurting, tired of breaking.
i am tired of this mess i brought myself into. I didn’t listen, stubborn and selfish.
but looking back i hurt myself bad in the process. I lost my confidence in standing tall. The more I look at it, the more i am learning to fall.
It’s either bend or breaking. I am breaking.
I learned to depend on boys to complete my emotional needs.
I wanted to feel important, loved and wanted attention
I wanted this but really did it fix things?
Nope i lost myself and i don’t know who i am anymore.
i just wanna be okay again. i don’t wanna wake up and each day becomes better i want it to be like BAM! your back to your normal self.
I am disappointed.
i love you but i hate you the same.
you be the one to bend and i’ll be the one to break.

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