Dear Jesus,

I like this boy a lot. I am trying my hardest to not like him because I need to focus on my time here in Louisville, Kentucky.  I have so much to get through during my time here. He’s distracting me. I give these thoughts and feelings to you and hope that I can see him as a brother through Christ. Help me lose my feelings for him and focus on YOU. Because right now that most important. I don’t want to over think anything anymore. Because I am not here for boys.  I am here for you. He’s distracting me greatly. If anything is supposed to happen not now but later on.