Each day I get weaker because I am still so lost

I hid the tears each day, while deep inside my heart breaks

I am out of place; I lost my beautiful smile that once was shining

This place is dark and scary

I want out of here

Come take me away and get me out of here

My head says give up

But I don’t, I cant and I won’t 

And that’s not something I will do

 I fake a smile to show I am fine

I am truly not inside

I may shed a tear when your not looking

but i quickly wipe it away so you don’t see

the truth behind what i really feel is 

Can I be anywhere but here?